wow

numb. in a hammock. first time i ever had to give cops my information. first time i ever posted a video of my own written song on youtube. is this a quarter life crisis? oh... and my hamster was put to sleep and buried in my backyard today? so what does it all mean?

Sooooo...

I just found out that my brother's girlfriend, mother of two, by two different padres, is a stripper...@ this place...
Wow...my life.

If you're the shit, than I am sewer rich

New Obsession!

Lucas Neff! and Raising Hope, the pilot was awesome!

BFF :)

I wanted to steal him and take him home with me. He is PRECIOUS!

Fragments

"One day you fall for this boy, and he touches you with his fingers, burns holes in your skin with his mouth, and it hurts when you look at him, and it hurts when you don't and it feels like someone's cut you open with a jagged piece of glass, then you realize you've always felt that way."

When Life doesn't give you lemons,

Doesn't it fucking suck

When you misread a text, seeing... Shit, We'd be good together

When it really says the Outhouse costume and Holy Shit would be good together

Call, Call, Call, FUCKING Call! ACKNOWLEDGE!

You are killing me. With each passing moment my mind wanders, and all psychotic imagery ensues, and gangster raps are underneath the pen in my hand, again. You are not busy. You are careless. I know. I've always known. But, it doesn't make this hurt any less. Acknowledge me. I'm sick of waiting, and I always have been. But the millions of words and phrases that fill my head, all describing you, cannot be said to your face, out of fear. What the fuck are you doing? What are you waiting for? What are you thinking? I caught a glimpse of humanity, of character, and feeling. But now that I'm chemical-free, you are gone, and back to being a shell of a human.I cannot ever tell what you're feeling, but I know it's not even a fraction of what i am. I have to do all the work. meet me half fucking way for once. Or better yet, YOU do something! OR at the very least tell me you want nothing to do with me, it'd be better than leaving me in the dark.

take a look at me, now

How can I just let you walk away,
just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ohoo
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain,
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now,
'cos there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've got to face

So, Life, Right now

I wanted to be with you alone
and talk about the weather
But traditions I can trace against the child in your face
Won't escape my attention
You keep your distance with a system of touch
and gentle persuasion
I'm lost in admiration, could I need you this much
Oh, you're wasting my time, you're just, just, just wasting time

Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out till I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't, don't throw it away (Throw it away...Throw it away...)

I made a fire and watching it burn
(yeah) Thought of your future
With one foot in the past now just how long will it last
No, no, no, have you no ambitions, oh
My mother and my brothers used to breathe in clean air
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age)
And dreaming I'm a doctor
(Nothing gets done when you feel like a baby)
It's hard to be man when there's a gun in your hand.
(Nothing ever changes when you're acting your age) Oh, I feel so…

Something happens and I'm head over heels
I never find out till I'm head over heels
Something happens and I'm head over heels
Ah, don't take my heart, don't break my heart
Don't, don't, don't throw it away

And this is my four leaf clover
I'm on the line, one open mind, this is my four leaf clover

WTF just happened!!!

me? the asexual?


WHAT THE HELL, alcohol does strange things!

Woahhhhhhhh!!!! im legitimately amazed!

This would be

A rockin' tat

Life:

Why Am I Making Raps?

I cracked that case,
Nancy Drew
My Kryptonite,
the things you do
I'm-so-sick
I'm in love with you
Clip-is-thick
they won't fuck with you
My-word-is-true
You-know-it-too
The-funny-thing
you're all i do
The Birds all sing
when you walk through
and you have wings
that lift me up
Three-Kings
I'll gift you up
An-Y-Thing
that you want
I-will-ne-ver
put up a front
Hon-Est-Ly
I'll care for you
'Til your old,
Orthopedic Shoe
Floor-you-walk-on
I'm Be-neath you
E-ven if you
where nee-dle boots
you aim, I'd shoot
I'd go insane, for you
AAAAAAANNNNNNNNDDDDDD
if you said I do
We'd Honey-moon
in par-a-chutes
and go to space
then
buy a place
some-where on mars
the sky,
We'd count the stars
and
We'd fly ho-ver cars
And-the-world
would be ours

and-if-this-does-nt-happen-then-i'll-die-for-shar

Lil Veezy?

High School isn't life, and life isn't bad RAP

You think you’re indestructible
bitch you’re a fucking Huckstable

full house
chew you up
spit you out

you got it dude
then change of mood
you are their food
their very shrewd
the things they do

Are insane
They feed off of your brains
and drink your fucking pain
won’t stop ‘til
every last drop
is drained

It’s all for the show
once the candle’s lit
they begin to blow
They swallow
until you’re hollow

yet
too heavy to shake it,
you can’t fake it
do not take shit
if you can’t make it

they find new friends
alpha ..omega,
The beginning, now the end

I’m okay with new friends
until I’m non-existent
no, I won’t be forgotten
I’ll fall to my shins
rejoice
I have a choice
and I choose life
I live through the strife

and I will survive
head first, I’ll dive
I may look dead
but I’m alive
won’t stop climb
-ing
pop pills like candy
Mars is my oyster
So high, till’ I’m landing
summer nights are dandy
Danny and Sandy
and I’m still standing
And he
pressed fast forward on my time
when the fuck’d you earn that right
I don’t owe you a fuckin dime
broke my open heart that night
at ten behind the dumpster slime
fight that ends all fights

kids these days
fuck with your head
turn this road into a maze

someday the bell gone clang
so get recruits for ya gang
‘cause it’ll end with a bang
He said

You’re so pretty
one week later
you’re smotherin’
me


one week prior
your heart was on fire
now it’s under the tire

one month later
I love you, want you back
but he don’t wanna date her
just lie her on her back
and she needs him
like crack
total mind fuck
now she totally wacked

She passes out at the after party
Her boyfriends dick get hardy
He’s out fuckin wit marty
then tries to blame Bacardi

but then he fucks wit Melanie and Stephanie
all while you are fast asleep

so you say fuck friends
but
he won’t stop pursuing them

He’s running that whore house
you are the door mat
then you let him back in your house

you’ve declared the war, troops
mind runnin’ circles ‘til it’s sore, loops
medulla pours into your throat, soup
now you’re trapped in a cage layin’ his eggs, coop

all of these conspiracy
theories
making the mind grow weary
continuously
turning thrilled people dreary
fearing Big Brother is peering

well, I Have God up above me
fucked up way of showin it
but, it’s obvious he loves me

He guards the gates, I’ll guard my key
fuck the Cyclopes eye
I need two eyes to see

a triangle is three lines
not some evil motherfucking, power-seeking sign

Mayan calendar can end,
but mine’ll go on
best believe I’ll ascend

two-oh-one-two
I’ll still be growin’ up
swift wind won’t sweep me out my shoes

Live, and let live
we all die one day
Don’t forget, but do forgive

my advice to you is, pray
I guess that’s all I had to say

just let me fasten up my jet pack
I’ll be on my way

Had a Bad Fucking Day

got ice in my veins,
Blood in my eyes,
Hate in my heart,
Love in my mind,
I seen nights full of pain,
Days are the same,
You keep the sunshine,
Save me the rain,
I search but never find,
Hurt but never cry,
I work and forever try,
But I'm cursed so never mine,
And it's worse but better times,
Seems further and beyond,
The top gets higher the more that I climb,
The spot gets smaller, and I get bigger,
Try'na get me where I fit in,
No room for a nigga but soon,
For a nigga it be on motha'fucka' 'cause
All this bullshit has made me strong, motha'fucka'.

So I pick the world up and I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head,
Yeah, bitch I'ma pick the world up,
And I'ma drop it on your fuckin' head,
Yeah, and I can die now, rebirth motha'fucka',
Hop up in my spaceship and leave earth motha'fucka',
I'm gone, motha'fucka', I'm gone.

QUOTING LIL' WAYNE. PROOF OF HOW SHITTY MY DAY WAS. ANGRY MUSIC FRIDAYS.

Strange Botwin

Welcome to the Dollhouse, mthr.fckr.