who am i?

I think i hate this part of my life; this age. What am i supposed to be? We continue to be pushed to succeed, to always do well. Things are happening at 50 miles a minute when you can't take it, and when your ready for something, it never happens, at least not yet. Nothing happens when your ready, it seems spontaneity has the upper hand. People continue to judge, point out your flaws, excentuate your weaknesses, and downsize your worth. Young people continue to make stupid decisions, but so do adults. Will people ever learn? Stupid decisions can cause a minor bump in the road, or change your life forever. We never know what WILL happen, but we do know what CAN happen. Taking a lip gloss from a store is against the law, yet people are paying to have someONE they created ripped to bloody, grisly pieces, and be placed in bowls and buckets and then disposed of. And, this is legal. All the things that happen in this world, make people question themselves. You have known yourself your whole life, yet situations that you have just, in the last minute, been faced with make you forget yourself. Some people willingly cross fields and fields , that look more like dark alley ways, to reach the league that they feel they are not in. People can forget things as easily as another person remembers the same things. You are who you are. You are HUMAN! You do not have special powers. You're better at this, than she is at this, but she's better at that. Use what you have to your advantage. It is so hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel, but make sure you get there. Push through the obstacles standing in front of you in order to get there, even when it is unbearable. DON'T LOSE YOURSELF in the tunnel, or the fields, or the dark alley ways. You may not know who you are at times, but one day you'll know, exactly. When you know, you have all the power in the world.